Discovering King of Prussia Mall is equivalent to walking across Manhattan. If you know me, you realize I do not like movement. However, it's becoming more necessary for me to be active in order to create opportunities for myself. So, my adventure started with new clothes. Fabulous deals all around may I add, and many cute purchases were made in order to look for and get jobs, and possibly friends (but that's a reach). I'm searching for anyone to connect with but my total of people I've even spoke to accumulates to three. And none of those exceeded 10 words.
I miss connecting with people that I love and those who loved me. I've lost expectations for my old friends to stay in touch. My mother told me I'm not the center of anyone's world and that includes my friends. They have lives, and I'm trying to make a new one. I still can't let go of him though. I've never ended a relationship (if you can call it that) on good terms. Leaving while knowing we could be more is so extremely difficult. Still, I'm thankful for all he's taught me. Not to mention everything my friends have shown me and how they shaped me who I am today. I can't wait to embark on new friendships. It's terrifying not knowing when they will bloom, but the anticipation may be worth it.
The opportunities here are endless and although everything is a 10 min+ drive away, it'll be worth it. There's a lot to discover and many memories to be made. Job hunting is my next adventure, starting tomorrow. Wish me luck, God knows I need it.
Hopefully cute clothes can lead to a hefty paycheck. <3
RVA forever deep in my heart.
I miss connecting with people that I love and those who loved me. I've lost expectations for my old friends to stay in touch. My mother told me I'm not the center of anyone's world and that includes my friends. They have lives, and I'm trying to make a new one. I still can't let go of him though. I've never ended a relationship (if you can call it that) on good terms. Leaving while knowing we could be more is so extremely difficult. Still, I'm thankful for all he's taught me. Not to mention everything my friends have shown me and how they shaped me who I am today. I can't wait to embark on new friendships. It's terrifying not knowing when they will bloom, but the anticipation may be worth it.
The opportunities here are endless and although everything is a 10 min+ drive away, it'll be worth it. There's a lot to discover and many memories to be made. Job hunting is my next adventure, starting tomorrow. Wish me luck, God knows I need it.
Hopefully cute clothes can lead to a hefty paycheck. <3
RVA forever deep in my heart.
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